An oasis

An oasis i seek
in the arms of a man

a remedy to ease a troubled soul

an attempt to create a private heaven
in an unperfect world

a chance to aim at happiness , do
i dare to be bold?

i hope and i hope and again i hope
yet fate sometimes can make me a fool !

speechless and spineless i sometimes become

speechless and spineless sometimes i am

sometimes i recall

what's the point of it all?

ascending to the great fall?